OFF DAY !

So tired of my 6 days work and finally today off liao :) Meeting AH BEE lateron becos we are going out later. Going back to shop with him to take my salary too. Will be going bugis or orchard lateron to catch a movie ( The Final Destination). Will blog when i come back becos i'm going to be late, Bye :)

还是好朋友 比爱人长久
不能牵的手按在心头
在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
事过情迁后 升华眼泪后
思念是最漫长的享受
是什么叫你我
只配做一对好朋友

I'M CONFUSED NOW !

FINALLY OFF TOMORROW !

Today so busy sia! My sotcks come around 3 something , i have to do afternoon cashier too. Have to run here run there but it's fun (Wahaha)! Heng got my supervisor help me on some of the stocks if not untill night i still can't do finish lor. Thanks serene! Manage to finish my stocks around 8 something , heng got ah rose make me do cashier awhile if not i can't put my stocks up the shelf. Thanks ah rose!
Tomorrow off so 1 day don't need to put make up (So Happy)! Miss my babylove now , just hung up the phone with him becos his phone low batt but he haven call back yet , think he now crazy playing his PSP games so lazy to charge his phone lor (ANGRY)! Think can't get to see him this few days liao becos i "come that one" (ANGRY)! Ok lah , waiting for his call now.. will blog tomorrow Bye :)    

I LOVE MY BOYF , LAI YEW ON !

Today wake up at 11.30 becos very tired so sleep awhile more. Bathe liao jiu go work. Today i do cashier on the afternoon , my supervisor keep watching me but HENG i never done anything wrong. Which means today i PASS! Hais , chatting with my boyfriend on phone now , he sound so tired (Heart Pain). Miss my boyfriend so much but we can't always meet becos he 365 days all working and i'm working too. But untill now , he dote me and concern me alot (I'm so contented)! Really hope we can last long! Ok lah , i go eat dinner liao.. will blog tml Bye :)    

HUGS HUGS ! 

Today morning 11 smth then reach home jiu go have a qiuck bathe becos i still have to go work. Go out around 12.30. Today i'm so busy becos i have to clean my department shelf , it's so dirty lor (EEEEEEE). Damn tired today becos not enough sleep and busy. Tml my supervisor is going to test me about cashier , i'm so scared sia but i don't want to throw ah rose face so i have to use my 100 percent effort (JIIA YOU)! Thanks to ah rose for teaching me cashier this 2 days , i'm so stupid and STM but you still never scold me THNAKS ALOT ALOT!!!!!! Eating maggie mee and awiting for (HIS) call now. Ok lah , nothing to write liao.. will blog tml bey Bye :)      

LEG PAIN !

Yesterday night go keat hong come back around midnight 2 something jiu go sleep liao. This morning wake up at 11.30 jiu go bathe. some thing , make up and perpare go work. Today my supervisor wants me to learn cashier. although 1 year ago i do before but i all forget ler. Heng got ah rose teach me. Just come back not long , must remove my make up so "shun bain" post a blog. Will be going out meeting "someone special" later! Ok lah , go bathe liao , will blog tml again Bye :)

七月 初一

Yesterday Wake up at 10 , eat vegetrian food becos is 7th Lunar Month. Slack and watch tv awhile jiu go bathe , make up liao then prepare to go work. Yesterday is my 1st day work but i don't feel strange becos i've work there before (1 year ago). Everybody there treat me quite good , but i'm stress becos the deparment i take care now is Cosmetic department. There're so many things to remember. Hope i can handle it well.


Today wake up at 11 , bathe , make up then go downstair coffee meet tong quan for lunch. After that take lrt go work. This week and next week i work afternoon shift so will not be very tired. I have to work 1 week then can off (this is the company rules). Ok lah . Going Keat hong meet BAI BING EN now becos i'm very moody today so wanna find someone to talk. Will blog tml Bye :)   

 

SAD NEWS !

I just recivied a msg from my tingting's sister ( Ah ping) saying that her grandma just pass away at 2.48pm this afternoon. I suddenly recall back many years ago that when ever i go to my tingting's auntie house , i will see her grandma sitting at the sofa that she always sit happily talking to us. Tingting's grandma is tall and strong , don't look like a sick woman. Hope my cousins and auntie (Tingting's mother) will be fine and "Jie Ai Shun Bian".       

I'VE FOUND A JOB !

Today wake up at 1 , bathe liao then meet tingting go jurong east de creative building becos she wants to help his boyfriend repair his mp3. Reach home at 4 , watch tv awhile then ah gene suddenly ask me in msn whether wanna accompany him go NUH becos he's sick so go prepare and meet him at 8. Reach there waited for him almost 1 hr plus then headed to west coast for our dinner (Nasi lemak). Cadded home around 11. Watch tv till now , no show to watch so post a blog. I've found a job , actually is my (Aries) supervisor ask me whether wanna go back work since i haven found job so i say okay. I thursday start work liao , hope everything will go smooth and fine! Ok lah , will blog tml becos i'm hungry now Haha.. Bye :)

BOY , 我真的真的走了。

Not Worth !

Yesterday reach boat quay around 10. We went to a pub call (The Next Stop) becos my friend working there so we go support her , Ordered 2 bottle of mattell. We drink like nobody business untill around 1 something Eugene Chua and me finally drunk. So me and him go home 1st as eugene chua can't take it anymore. I send him home 1st , then i go back myself.

To Eugene Chua :

It's not worth to do so many things to that girl and she din't cherish you at all. The one crying now should be her not you. Wake up and get a new life , you will found a better one. Somehow 1 day you will regret and ask youself why you wanna cry for that girl and you will find yourself stupid. No matter what happen , i'll be there for you becos i'm your xiao mei mei okay! :)  

BORING DAY !

Now at bugis street ESC seeing eugene chua and his 2 friends playing game so sian! So i play 1 hr if not i will boring till siao de! Later going boat quay drinking but donno wanna go anot becos i'm broke now. yesterday already drink so many liao so don't think will be drinking later ba. Still got cough and flu , so xing ku lor. Feel like sleeping now maybe becos i not enough sleep leh. think he sleeping now becos he today work till evening 5 and he also not enough sleep too. Will blog tomorrow bah becos donno what time will reach home also.. Bye :)

HAPPY !

Yesterday night go chill untill this morning 8 something then reach home. Eat breakfast liao jiu sleep untill 3 something. In between there's many calls but i lazy and tired to listen haha!! Actually suppose to meet eugene chua 12 something but i'm late now (I know you will not angry right?) Have to go bathe now if not he really angry liao. Will blog at night or tomorrow Bye :)

MISSING YOU !

Watching tv till 5 something , ah gene suddenly called and want me to accompany him go causeway point buy lappy cooler.  meet him around 7 at his house then take bus go there. walk around and he bought the cooler. slack awhile. Actually got go ah gene's sintua but last min he don't wanna go liao *Sian*. Reach home around 9 something. Watch tv awhile , nothing to do so post a blog. Ok lah , going out meeting B now , will blog tomorrow bye :)

SICK!                                                                                                                             


Woke up around 1 something becos tingting called and ask me wanna go lunch anot. Washed up and meet her 2. Headed to JSL and eat the worst chicken rice i ever eat before. *Yucksss*! Come back at 3 , now slacking so post a blog. Will be staying at home the whole day becos i'm sick and tingting's bf(Calvin) booking out today so she will accompany him this 2 days lor so nobody accompany me liao. *Sadded*! Next wednesday will be going out with *him* , tingting and maybe his mother. Should i feel happy or sad ? I'm so confuse now Hais.. Will blog later Bye :)   

FLU MAKES ME DYING !

Bathe around 3 , Go downstair at 4. Meet tingting for lunch and wait for ah gene to come too. After that take lrt and bus to woodland center becos ah gene wanna trade in his phone , meet serene at there too becos her handphone spoiled. Meet zhenying around 7 at causeway point. Actually we are watching movie at 7.10 but zhenying say tickets sold out liao ma (CHEE BYE)! All becos of ah gene lah , talk so long , eat so long. So we slack at causeway point walk walk and ah gene bought 2 small speaker for his lappy. quite loud and cute becos it's so mini. Reach home around 9 something. Now not only i got flu , I EVEN CAN'T TALK NOW!!!!!!!!!!! Hais... have to stay at home this few days liao lah. Ok lah , i go bathe liao. Have to rest early this few days. Will blog tomorrow , Bye :)

GETTING LAZIER!

Hii everyone , woke up around 11 something. Actually can sleep longer but my phone keeping ringing this whole morning make me can't sleep anymore , so shag sia! Later have to call ah gene up at 2 , meet him 3 then accompany him go woodland do things. Meet zhenying lateron too. Catching a movie with them lateron also. Will blog when i come back , Bye:)

BORING DAY! 

Yesterday night suddenly got flu , so xing ku lor. At tingting house play majiong till 1 something midnight yesterday , reach home and take a bathe. Eat 2 panadols and sleep around 2 something. Today woke up around 2. Actually suppose to meet serene to SSDC for FTT but she say i got flu so better don't go out (IDIOT YOU). Now waiting for zhenying to come bt panjang and have lunch together with tingting too. Will blog lateron , Bye :)

EUGENE CHUA TECK WEE! 
 YOU SCARED NO PEOPLE WANT ME IZZIT?  KEEP INTRO GUYS TO ME.

YOU'RE GOING TO GET BEATEN BY ME ON SATURDAY. YOU BETTER WATCH OUT!!!!!!

我想看到 我在寻找 , 那所谓的爱情的美好。

Yesterday woke up at around 1 something then slack awhile , meet zhenying around 4 something. Eat our lunch cum dinner at bugis then walk over to funan i.t mall meet her mum and uncle. Slack around 8 something then meet ah ping and her bf(peter) at funan i.t mall , walk back to bugis street becos i have to help serene buy her earring. After buying , slack awhile at bugis street talking to my fellow bugis friends there(I MISS THEM LOADS).  Slack around 9 something then headed down to jurong west to meet serene at her father house , slack awhile then go back at around 11. Reach home , feel hungry again so cook maggie mee eat. Suddenly babylove called so chatted with him till 1pm. Sleep around 2 something. 

Today woke u at around 1 sometihng. Actually today there is a interview but i'm too tired liao so never go. Meet ah gene and tingitng just now for lunch. Ah gene is having a high fever now (39.2) so high lor , hope he will be fine. I'll be staying at home the whole day to be a guai baobao becos my mother has been nagging me for this few days liao. "KEEP GOING OUT , YOU THINK YOU STILL GOT MONEY IZZIT"!Lolx.. Ok lah , will blog lateron Bye :)

我还是走了 但有点不舍。。。

I still remember is a tuesday(22.07.08). My phone suddenly ring with a number i don't know , i pick up and is a guy sound. So i ask him who is he but he wants me to guess. So i say out many guys name and finally i say a correct name. We chatted quite long , and we chatted almost everyday as well. And we intent to meet too. So one nite we meet at bt gombak prata shop for dinner cum super beocs i haven eat dinner due to working and we meet almost everyday as well. Slowly i found that i had a cush on him and slowly i found that i really fall in love with him. So one nite , when we chat on phone , i told him i fall in love with him , after putting down the phone , he send me a msg saying actually he knew it long ago is just that he want me to say out. The next day we pretent nothing and meet too. When time pass day by day , we getting closer and closer , we go play bowling , prawning , play pool , go shoping , slack at bt gombak mac till midnight , ton night at bt gombak mac when i off playing poker cards(it's so fun). Suddenly got one nite , i still remember is a thursday(03.05.09) after chatting with him on phone , he suddenly msg me and said "Think it's time to be together"! I happy till can't sleep the whole nite , keep smsing with him about this topic and finally we're together . He is so sweet , he will come to my work place(bugis street) almost everyday and pick me up from work then we go chill together. Prawning , play bowling , shopping. The most memorable day i had is when i go east coast swimming with him , his mother and mother's friend it's so fun. We ate sweensen , play ah kart , we stick to each other so tight , and i love to be hug by him. I still remeber is our 1st month anniversary , we had a big quarral becos of some BITCH but after that ok liao so i meet him at bt panjang plaza for lunch with his mother and mother's friend. After i change my job , we getting not very close le , sometime will quarral with some small matter. Slowly we had big quarral almost everyday. I cried everyday trying to stop that quarral but no use and more worst day by day. i said break more then 3 times before becos i really can't stand it ler. but in the end i still go back to him. Finally one nite , when we chat on phone , we talk things out and we find that actually be friends is more better so we broke up. but i still can't get over him so sometime when we chat on phone i will quarral with him about our problem. we quarral about two months after broke up , finally 1 day , i told him i will give him freedom and let him go. From that day onwards , i never call him anymore. But he still got call me chat. Till now , i finally get over him. I'm still happy that he come to my 21st birthday celebreation. This is the 2nd thing i'm happy too. Although sometime i will recall the happy moments we had and i cry , but i know it's all past , it's time to face the fact le. I've nothing to regret le. Really hope he will take care of himself and have his own career asap. 

PS : Boy , 1 year had pass. We had gone through happy and sad moments. I love you more than anyone else. Although i'll be leaving you alone and let you have your own freedom & career but you're always be remember by me , Take Care Bye :)

哭了 才发现自己真的受伤了
你曾对我说 你永远是我的
为了爱情 我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快乐 我就快乐

也许 是我们彼此都太年轻了
就是特别容易 沉溺在爱情里
每当 我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我 我还是想对你说

Baby I Love You So Much
你走了 我的心在淌血
Baby You Hurt Me So Bad
想要你回到 我的世界
Baby I Love You So Much
你给我的诺言 已经瓦解
Baby You Hurt Me So Bad
只要我们都爱着 无论多苦都值得
说好的 你怎么麽忘记了

CONTENTED!

Today morning wake up around 12 something then meet serene around 2. Accompany her go dye hair then zhenying come and meet us at the salon too.. After that we go juroong point eat crystal jade for lunch. Actually we intent to watch movie but zhenying wants to see fire works but in the end we never go becos it's too late liao. So we stay at jurong point and shop awhile. I bought 2 tops for myself. I really cannot buy anymore things liao becos i'm BROKE!!!!!!! Never go any interview today. Tml i'll be meeting serene , zhenying and maybe ah gene at woodland for movie. Will blog tml , see ya bye :)   

BUSY WOMAN!

Yesterday morning wake up around 10 something then watch tv till 11 something meet my cousin tingtin for breakfast. around 1 something come back and the a bathe , meet my cousin jia yi around 3 then go bugis meet zhenying(ah mei). shop awhile then a big thing happen to my cousin jia yi , she suddenly fainted!!!!!!!! Then Zhenying and me quickly help her up. Think she never eat that's why she will faint. So we quickly go to the nearest cafe(hongkong cafe) and eat our lunch and she feels better after that. Then go bugis juntion interview wallet shop. After that jia yi and zhenying accompany me go back home and take money then go my grandma hse due to my uncle is going jurong to take something from my big cousin so we can take a ride to bt gombak as Ah gene(baobeiix) got jump god at there so we meet him at there around 9 something. Then after ah gene jump finish and do finish his things think is around 1 something , we go to bt gombak prata shop for supper till 2 something then we cadded home. Reach home around 3 then watch tv awhile then suddenly sherling call me so we chat till 4 something then we go sleep. 

As for today , meet zhenying around 3 something at jurong point then go find her mum. After that we ate thai express for lunch with her and her mum. walk around and interview one of the shop there and we left there around 6 something. We take mrt to marserling to zhenying's father house to see her small sister. Slack at there around 9 then i take bus back to bt panjang. Actually got meet ah gene for dinner but ah gene's mother got cook so i go home straight. I'M SO HUNGRY NOW!!!!!! Think will cook maggie mee later. That's all for this 2 days , will blog when i'm free becos i'm busy going interview this few days. See ya soon Bye :) 

成了你的傀儡.

一年, 两年. 才看见我有多狼狈.

我不想在为你掉泪

HI EVERYONE !

4 days never blog liao , my cousin jia yi is complaining liao(Wahaha). This few days , i'm busy going interview , go out with friends and cousins. The most importantly , there's a happy news for myself , my cousin tingting feels happy for me too! Hmmmm... nothing to write liao , that's all for this 4 days! Will blog tml.. BYE :)

只要是为了我在乎的人去努力， 还怕什么是做不到的！♥

I NEED A BREAK !

This few days i've been thinking and it's hard for me to accept anyone again beacuse i know the guy  i willing to sacrifies everything is HIM  , Sorry to hurt you. I just need a break at this moment or maybe a longer time. Staying at home the whole day playing com and watching tv. Will be meeting cousin around 10. Ok lah , no mood to blog today , will blog tml Bye :(

MISS THE DAYS WE ENJOY !

7 Sisters And 1 Brother :

Eugene Teo Zhen Hao

Shirlie Ngai Xue Ling

Serene Gao Hui Chun

Toh Wee Ting

Yvonne Foo Fang Qin

Toh Wei Ping

Toon Bao Hui

Toh Jia Yi

Hope We Can Gather Again !  :)